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Monday, April 26, 2010

NOSAJ THING "AQUARIUM"




It's a very complex video because it doesn't have any words to it. From what I read in it, he found someone he was interested in loving and sharing his life with. But during the time they spent she grew away from him because she was starting to realize who she was and who she was not. One day he finds her missing without any warning and he goes on in his life holding on to her memories, and he realizes..to be able to ever learn how to love he needs to 1st learn how to let go. He jumps in the to accept this and come to terms to his realization. Him jumping in the water to me is him saying he loved her so much he was willing to give up his own life to be close to her. It's truly one of the greatest manifestation of love..the ability to know if it's real.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Dear Miss Shanda,

I don't know how to start this message. I guess I'll start with hello. I was going through some really old letters and pictures in a folder I thought I had lost and found one of the letters you wrote me ages ago while I was in sago palms academy. This is Grant, I hope you remember me. I was thinking about how you were one of those very few people that saw the good in me and actually connected in a different level than others. And I suppose this letter is a thank you in a way and also to try to connect again with you and see how you are. A lot has happened in my life since we last spoke. I was engaged for some years after I turned 18. I've hopped around from job to job. Collected abundant amounts of memories and life lessons. I also wanted to say I'm sorry for my actions back then. I was very young and full of untamed inhibitions. I could try to say I've grown, but we're always on a non stop journey of self discovery and self awareness. Thank you for being there for me when you were. I guess that's the main focal point of what I'm trying to get across. I hope this email does work and I hope this does get to you. I want to know how life has been on your end. I want us to get to know each other again because I'm sure we're both two different people from different places in our lives. If this doesn't get to you, I suppose I just wanted to write this as a homage to my memory of you. I hope you've been well Miss Shanda.



Sincerely,
Grant











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Some of the most beautiful sunsets I've seen behind fences of razor wire.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Don't you miss me?

I asked my ex this the 1st few weeks when we broke up and she said no..after almost 3 years of being with that person. It's been a little over 7 months and I haven't gotten a response because I haven't asked, and I never will...from anyone..because I don't fucking care.